And Still I Can't...

here i am,,
still alone..
wish for a star to stay
to accompany this solitary night
or at least to make me sure
that i’ll have something to do
even if it’s just wishing
or longing..

I’m sure you’ve heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don’t believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now...

but really i just want you here
to show me salvation
to give me revelation
and all the clarities above
just make me good enough to grab..
so i can hold you high
so i can make you fly..
so high…

follow your heart..
they said..
but i just don’t understand
which part of heart should i followed..
if this heart was torn apart…
and broken into pieces….

-dPeR-
10042008